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Violin

The attic held the key to sorrow I thought I'd buried deep within my soul. When rain is drumming against the window, just like it used to when I was little and Grandma would play for me. I found her violin today, nestled amongst cobwebs and forgotten toys. It's dusty, and the strings are a bit tarnished. But it's still beautiful. I remember how her fingers would dance across the strings, coaxing out the most magical sounds.   Tracing the smooth curve of its neck, I can almost feel her beside me. Music was our language. But that was before. The silence that had descended upon our home after your accident is a heavy cloak. Each room held a ghost of your presence—the scent of lavender in your linen closet, the rustle of pages as you turned them in your favorite armchair. I tried to play it, but the music just stopped. It feels like a piece of me is missing, like a part of me died with her.   My boyfriend, Nick, found her music book. He brought it over, and it's filled with...

Never Truly Goes Away

It's been a year since you walked out. I recall the nights we spent together, wrapped in each other's arms, the world melting away. You were my everything. But then as swiftly as it began, it ended. I miss the way your fingers intertwined with mine as you held my hand. I miss the feeling of being loved, truly and deeply. Haunted by what could have been, I'm drenched in sorrow. If only I could rewind the clock, I'd fight harder. I'd do anything to keep you by my side. Time pulls me forward, yet I'm anchored to the past. Sometimes I think I'll never be able to move on. The pain is so raw. It never truly goes away.

Note

Your last note still feels like a punch to the gut. Your words stung like icy needles. What happened to us? Did I do something wrong? Was there someone else? The possibilities torture my mind. One moment, we were two halves of a whole. And the next, you were gone without a trace. No explanation, no warning. Leaving me here to pick up the pieces of our shattered dreams.  Trying to find clues. But there's nothing. Just a blank slate. I miss your laughter, your touch, and your stupid jokes that always made me smile. I miss the way you made me feel loved. The ice cream parlor where our first kiss blossomed like a stolen summer bloom. It's haunted by the ghost of our love. Now these memories are only bittersweet thorns, piercing my heart with every step.  The night deepened, casting an inky veil over the city. I found myself drawn to your old house. Now, it's just an empty shell. I stood there, lost in thought, your hastily written note still clutched in my trembling hand. The r...

Move

Gentle breeze carrying the sweet scent of blooming flowers. I sit on the porch swing, lost in contemplation. I can't believe it's been almost three months since I left my old life behind. It feels like a lifetime ago.   I remember feeling so lost and alone when we first came here. The unfamiliar streets, the new faces—it all seemed so overwhelming.   The move to a new town had been a desperate attempt to escape the shadows that'd cast a pall over my life. Yet as I packed my belongings, a twinge of apprehension tugged at my heartstrings. Would I find solace in this unfamiliar landscape? Would I be able to weave a new tapestry?   Little by little, I've started to find my place. The sun is shining brighter here, the people are friendly, the atmosphere is welcoming, and even the birdsong seems happier.   My new school is like a breath of fresh air. I've joined the drama club, which has given me a chance to express myself in a whole new way. I never thought I'd have ...

The Same Way

Neon lights reflecting tears upon my face. I'm sitting here, staring out the window. It feels like my life is doing the same thing. The day I discovered your secret, the world tilted on its axis. I felt a piece of me shattered beyond repair. The argument had been the final straw. Your words had seeped into my bones like a cold wind, chilling me to the core. Months of growing tension had finally reached a breaking point.  I confronted you. My voice trembling with anger and betrayal. But you simply shrugged it off, dismissing my pain as if it were merely a minor inconvenience. How could you be so heartless? I remember the day we met. The spark that ignited between us when our hearts beat as one. This city was once our playground. Your laughter used to be a melody to chase away my blues. I swear, it felt like a dream come true. But now those days are gone. How funny that you promised eternal grace but left me here in this dark place. Your heart is a fortress I can no longer breach. I ...

Hospital's Cold Doorstep

Oh, how I miss you. I've lost count of the days since I last heard your voice. I saw you leaving a trail of lilies at the hospital's cold doorstep. And the image cuts through the fog of my slumber.  Darling, where are you? I've spent countless hours pouring over your belongings, searching for any sign that might lead me to you. But all I find are fragments of a life we shared. Your touch haunts my dreams. I sit up, my fingers tracing the outline of a framed photo that lies forgotten on my bedside table. Will you ever come back? Or am I destined to forever carry the weight of this longing? The hope that flickers within me is slowly dimming. My heart now lies barren. The walls of my sanctuary close in around me, suffocating. I long for the comfort of your presence. But all that remains is the haunting echo of your footsteps fading into the distance.

Is It Possible?

"Is it possible that our paths were always destined to converge?" A question that has lingered in my heart like a gentle melody, echoing through the chambers of my soul.   Perhaps it was the cosmic dance of fate that brought us together. Like two rivers flowing from separate sources, our lives converged at a point of perfect confluence. The moment our eyes met, it was as if the universe had aligned, creating a celestial alignment that would forever bind us together.   Each memory is a precious gem. Like the waves crashing on the shore, our feelings have been all over the place. It's been a rollercoaster, yet this love we got has stayed true.   Like a phoenix reborn, we've emerged from the flames. We're more in love than ever. You've always been my light in the darkest of times.   Was it destiny? Or just pure luck? Either way, I'm so glad we found each other.

Extinguished

Another storm raging within me. The world outside my window is a blur of gray. Every raindrop that falls from the heavens seems to carry a piece of my heart with it, washing it away with the relentless torrent. Leaving me feeling more hollow with each passing moment. I am a prisoner of my own house, unable to escape the confines of my grief. I once believed love was a tranquil oasis. But now, it feels like an unrelenting war against forces beyond my control. I feel like I'm drowning, suffocating under the weight of societal expectations. You've been extinguished, leaving me in the darkness of despair. A heavy stone around my neck. I gasp for air in a world that doesn't seem to want me. They paint me as a stain on their perfect little family portrait. It's as if I'm a leech sucking the life from their prized possession. But I'm only a young woman with a heart full of love. Their words feel like a thousand tiny daggers, impaling my soul. I long for the simple days...