Meant Nothing




Your words still echo in my mind. You said I was too intense. Is it a crime to feel deeply? To love fiercely? To pour one's soul into another? 
 
All the laughter and tears just meant nothing to you. I feel so alone. I thought I knew love, but I was so wrong. I’ve always been a hopeless romantic. I saw the world through rose-colored glasses, believing in fairy tales. But reality has shattered my illusions, leaving me lost in the wreckage. 
 
I'd bared my soul to you, revealing my innermost thoughts and desires. But you had cast me aside like a broken toy. Your heart is encased in ice. As if you never truly saw me. I'm not sure who I am anymore. 
 
You said I was too much. But wasn't it your touch that ignited this fire within me? Wasn't it your gaze that made me feel alive? And now you extinguish it with a careless flick of your wrist.
 
Now I sit enveloped in the darkness, grappling with the remnants of my shattered dreams. Every corner of this room holds memories of us. I try to distract myself, but nothing seems to work. The emptiness inside me is overwhelming. The world feels gray. I'm just going through the motions. Existing rather than living. 
 
Oh, rain, wash away my pain. I don't know how I'll ever recover from this. Every shard of my soul is scattered. I wish I could turn back time, undo the mistakes I made, and have you back in my arms. 

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