Our Usual Bench



As the seasons change, so do we. And as much as I dread it, I know that change is inevitable. It's a bittersweet truth that I'm struggling to accept.

Today, I found myself sitting on our usual bench with you. Smelling the nostalgic scent that lingers in the twilight. I traced the outline of your hand with my fingertips, memorizing the feel of your skin and the warmth that seeps into mine. Oh, how time flies! I swear, it seems like just yesterday we were young and reckless, our souls entwined under the same endless sky. This sense of belonging makes every moment feel like a dream come true. Here, beneath the soft glow of the streetlamp, my heart finds its peaceful haven. A place where I'm meant to be, with you.

The summer's golden days are slipping away. Oh, I can't shake the feeling that this is the end of an era. A chapter closing. I don't want to let go. Not ever. Can we truly hold onto the magic of the moment? I know it's unrealistic. Life moves forward, and people change. We'll grow apart or perhaps even forget what we've had. Sometimes, the best-laid plans fall apart. I just don't want to think about the day when we'll have to say goodbye.

Sadness, longing, and a touch of fear. Clinging to the belief that love can conquer all. I pray that this isn't over. We can defy time. We'll find a way to keep it alive, no matter what.

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