Sugary Delight

 


Sometimes I get so caught up in the storm inside my head that I forget the real world exists. It feels like a monstrous wave threatening to pull me under. But tonight, seeing you under that Ferris wheel, holding that cotton candy like a trophy for me, it snapped me back to reality.




I know I haven’t been the best lover lately. Finals week is a monster. And sometimes it feels like it devours everything – my sleep, my sanity, even the thought of fun. But you, darling, you see right through it. You know how to reach me and how to pull me back from the brink with a goofy grin and a giant, lopsided panda.




Tonight wasn’t just cotton candy and rides. It was a reminder that the stolen moments with you are worth more than all the greatest triumphs in the world. You make the world a little brighter, a little less scary. You’re my calm in the storm. And even though finals are still looming, I know I can face them because I have you cheering me on. Even if your best cheerleader happens to be a slightly-lopsided panda.




Thank you for making time for me tonight, even when I didn’t make enough for you. You remind me that love means making space for each other, even in the busiest of times. And I promise, I’ll make you a priority. Because you deserve so much more than a stressed-out girlfriend. You deserve the world. And although I’m already counting down the minutes until I can get back to getting lost in the flow, a little part of me hopes there’s always some space for these stolen nights. We can chase away the milestones together. One laugh, one stolen kiss at a time. Because honestly, you’re the only distraction I ever want.

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